IV

 

Bury me in the meadow, in the sweep of a girl’s cheek or a young boy’s thigh where the downy seed heads rise with

the kind sexuality which is

the beauty of life,

where the scarlet pimpernel speaks up

to the poppy,

the marram talks to the

mallow

where rain and night

build lands between the stems,

and where I

will remain alive,

journeying on the wind

and drawn up by stars

to ride

via the heavens

into your eyes.

 

I will become the kingdom

of your eyes.

 

 

She comes

the green veil

of summer’s

wet elegy

 

which,

rain over lily ponds

and a thousand

cascades tapping

their pearls from

step to step

down the endless plumage,

I laughingly reject

for there are warm sands

under these misty cloaks,

which to a swallow such as I,

are as eternal snows

around a valley spring

the ring around oasis

over which I fly,

my ocean to an island seasonal

on which I can’t rely:

but that is why there’s no sense

elegiacal about these summer

evening rains I can take

seriously: they in their

brief flowering soggy blush

are but stars in constellations

of time by which we flower on

the move, showers, so temporary,

supped from,

rushed from, taking rhyme on

eternal routes!

 

BUT WHEN

you

come

&

I DO

too

OUT OF MUD + OUT OF LEAD

 

WE’RE NEW

Pamela & Howard

flowers and gold amid stars!

 

The Crown of His

Grace

arches over us, and glitters in

the stars

and brushes the wind

with gold by day

&

we owe only one obeisance

: to love

beyond obedience

 

and the absolute irony, my love, that in days gone past, when life was cheap, and so hard, it was easier to

sing

of God

& proclaim

Love,

and that in our

kindly, comfortable, equitable times,

the Ghost

of eternal Glory

has gone under

and

there are

no other

Kingdoms here,

Save Ours!

 

The Kingdom of Wonder

 

 

 

You know, I still wonder the world wouldn’t be happier if it couldn’t find a way, genuinely, to build its social scales on the focus of getting the orgy right.

For the heart of the matter is how we can successfully devour each other (feed off each other) & satisfy hunger and need without building vast analogues of desire and greed in political, economic and social structures.

 

 

For the body, felt from inside, as one living, measured, paced, worried over, determined and fancied in those all around who are also living bodies

is so theatrical,

that is, essentially a sort of awful ham actor in the smallness of our capacity to respond to it,

precisely because for us its an actor on stage, whose part will come to an end, upon whom the curtain will fall,

and somehow the less for it, than all the continuous creation around us, where life and death have only positive implications, and evince no frailty that eats away at our capacity to love and be awed.

Whilst we, bodily, from our mortal heart, reduce to an awfully deadly dull beat which the soul, winged, hates for the leaden amateurism it ties to the effervescent laughter, sparkling eyes, gentle caress, skip and dance, whirligig wonder that we are without our knowledge of ourselves: and which our soul, not our mortal nanny selves should know and ride with joy.

 

And thus, taking courage, drunk on the heroic & drunk probably anyway, (and yet, delicacy infinite, you are touching with your floribund hands, like the edge of petals, the flutter of the butterfly’s wings moving vast canvases) The Symphony

is proclaimed,

and the domain of love,

of madness, established.

 

You might do harm and hurt to the gentlest body and in the roughness of your touch is the leap to heroism, the insistence of the life forces which magnify the soul in flesh;

in the roughness of your rub you may pump blood to the heat of creation;

anger the eye to the instant of light;

inveigle the magnet of attack.

 

But by Ecstasy only: & not the cowardice of cruelty; to express, not repress.

 

 

May all your batteries be re-charged & your visions

multiply, and your plots hatch & the hurricane of Wonder make you wild and wise

so may we toil & dance

& grow mellow on marvels.

 

 

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